Hey Guys.
Probably the title got you intrigued and made you come and view the topic,
But I doubt the content of the the topic will do the same.
It might be to your point of view sad or pathetic or whatever, but, who the hell are you? :)

So, here it goes.
I am in a state in my life now, where, I think , I have all my shit put together, so far, and that I am ready to start making some changes.
Before, I was a mess, in every possible way.
Emotionally depressed, tired of everything, carelessness and whatever teenagers used to feel like at that age.

I am 22 years old now.
4 years ago, I have graduated from High School, in Terminal SG.
After graduation, I went in LU to do computer sciences, but quit after about two months.
Because at that time, this thinking was in my head :
"I got into computer sciences, so why the hell am I still talking 4 kinds of maths, and physics and chemistry "
So yea, I quit at that time, and I was the kind of guy who didn't care about anything..

So, for four years, I have been jumping from one job to another, mainly in Sales, restaurant food and hospitality and stuff like that.
But now, things are clearing out for me, that I cannot continue like this anymore.
And recently I always have these ideas and imaginations in my head.. Of my future.
What will happen to me when I am 29-35-40 years old if I continue going in this pattern.
And I would start regretting everything after those images in the head.

So what I would ask from the community here, is firstly,
If you want to post in the topic, do not troll. Or ask me about what happened, and why you did it for so long.
Everything is done, I am here now at the state where I explained earlier.
So I would ask of you, to start guiding me, of what a guy like me, could start doing now in his studies.
Keep in mind that after four years of no studies, I am totally oblivious about everything that I knew and took before.

I am a person who loves technology, always am interested in it. Because I use it everyday, we all do.
Everyone kept telling me, advising me.
We know you don't like to study, go do business or something like that.
Go do this, go do that, at the end, you will sit in an air conditioned office, work, and get a nice paycheck.

Another thing, I also am oblivious about what branches/materials available you have in colleges/universities here on Lebanon.
Totally oblivious.
If you study this, at this college, you will be able to become this and do this after finishing.
If you study that, and that other college, you will be able to become that and start doing that after finishing.

It's just too complicated, that makes someone dizzy.
And I didn't have anyone to help me, guide me.
So I said "screw this, I'm not gonna do shit..."

Maybe that's what I was lacking, someone who could have helped me, and guided me through the right path.
And that's what I want from the serious members in the community here, too help me with.

What could a guy like me start doing now?
It would also help,in inspirational ways, if you want, if you could state what have you done after high school, and where did you reach now, and what are you doing now.

Finally,
I ask you again, to please not to troll in the topic, or slide away from the subject of matter (like it somehow happened in my previous post)
And I would ask the mods and admin to keep an eye on that also.

And thanks everyone for reading.
Have a wonderful day,
Bye, Bye.