NuclearVision wroteI find that my memory is poor recently.
Going over my past, it seems that this is due to lack of will.
When i was younger, i would make effort to recall stuff.
Now, if i don't recall it, i don't care, and hence my poor memory.
This is my observation..
This describes my situation on point.
Im the kind of absurdist person who doesn't really care about any details regarding anything.
Call it lack of will, lack of care, absurdism (there's really no point in remembering).
Some examples I can recall (after thinking hard to recall them)
I meet a new person, they give me their name, I don't really care about knowing their name just the reason why I'm interacting with them.
I meet a person that looks familiar which I haven't seen in years, but still might know / remember his name, I pretend I don't know him or his name, and tell him I don't remember you.
After doing this many many times, the pretend problem stuck and it really got hard to remember anyone I used to know.
And many other examples and experiences I can share, but they're just not coming into mind right now.
I really believe that if I continue down this road, I will have alzheimers in an early stage in my life.